Wednesday, November 16, 2005

just finished eating



it's 6:58 in the evening and i am with ate megs and florence (and of course, here in H, my fave comp. shop). i just had dinner and i still can feel the food inside my stomach. but what made me happy at this moment is that i was able to watch "frog prince" (6pm, channel 7). its story is kinda typical. actually, one may say that it's cheezy, but oh well... it's just good to watch shows of such kind if you feel like wanting to be free from the external world and all the stress (and the likes) it may give you. corny na kung corny, but i just want to be honest... it's relaxing to watch shows na tatawa ka lang ng tatawa..

okay, enough with the "frog prince" and all the cheezy stuffs.. not all the times i would be wanting to just laugh and watch shows that would not require one to think. the truth is, i miss watching ANC (ABS - CBN News Channel), especially straight talk (with, of course, my fave Cito Beltran). i also miss watching news at night (channel 2 and 7) and comment on them (because i would prefer watching news in ANC). i also miss watching "jewel in the palace", which is a political story (in guise of a drama story so as to attract viewers). i wish i could still watch these shows. but i can't... because i'm back here in los baños, and i'm about to do lots of things that i think would be more important than just watching tv. and another thing is, i cannot watch these shows in our dorm because my dormmates would simply not want watching them and i don't want to be an impediment to them from watching their favorite shows.

hahh... i just hope that i would enjoy my stay here in los baños. this is (only) my third year here but i already want to step out of here. i am happy with my friends... but, i'm just tired.

fin= 7:19pm



6:58 PM

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the "i"


i am not what i am and am what i am not. i am my own nothingness.
-- jean-paul sartre


i am a thinking thing. i think therefore i am.
-- rene descartes


i am the mean between everything and nothing.
-- blaise pascal


i am what i repeatedly do. -- aristotle



AN EYE FOR AN "i"

the "i"; the ninth letter of the modern English alphabet.
it is a one-letter word, contested in terms of its meaning.

it could be the "me"; that which explicates my identity.
but what is the "me"?
how can the "me" be reduced to an i?
or the "i" be reduced to a "me"?
is "i = me" logically true?
can the identity be contained in a one-letter word such as "i"?
or can the "i" contain the identity?
can "me" be the "i"?
can "i" be the "me"?

the "i"; grammatically spelled with a capital letter such as "I",
hereafter used with a small letter "i",
to explain the "me" -
a "me" who is not only a subject who looks at objects
but an object as being looked by other subjects.




diory-ness

i am: a philosophy major at the University of the Philippines

i am: a person who, just like everyone, gets old as time goes by

i am: excited, yet scared of what the future may bring

i am: discontented with life and the mere sense of living

i am: discontented but happy

i am: ambitious. over ambitious.

i am: walking in a path, with a destination in mind, without knowing where to go

i am: more weird than i think i am

i am: sane yet insane

i am: simply who i am

i am: me, and

i: do not know "me"





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